see you
smile
damn your eyes
corners turned
fresh and blue
young yet
not too young
I question my hesitation
as much as my
desire
trace your cheeks
in my mind
the way your jaw
flexes as you chew
i’d like to be
the peice of meat
between your teeth
damn your smile
must you always
be in view
added tension by
the work space
that we occupy
the dread of the mundane
the flirtation used
to pass the time
the intentional brushes
along your side
I cannot not look
upon you
without the urge
to touch you
cannot see you
near a wall
without the passing thought
to push you
against it
and thrust myself
upon you
damn your effortless,
innocent charm
like a favored
neighborhood boy
who opens doors
and walks his dog
artsy
intellectual
kind
how i long
to find
a wild hunger
tucked away
deep inside.